What happened to me struck me completely off my feet, and I lost all will to live (although I didn’t lose the will to be alive). It was the deepest sadness and despair I have ever felt, but luckily it didn’t last very long. Things are better now. They are not perfect, but they will be – in time. One thing is for certain though – it will never be as it was. However I reckon that is a good thing, and this day I feel living enough to write again. And I will.